The days of being at home - literally jobless sucks.
Yet i never regretted my decision of leaving that former workplace of mine.

I detest uncertainties. Being unsure. and Left hanging. Going through the lowest point in my life when people around me think i'm okay and i'm enjoying life. No, i'm not. I wish, NUS would just let me know the application outcome, and SMU would call me up for an interview. I wish. I wish.

Will things be rosy? Will i have to go out there and find a job and whine for another year? I'm not getting any younger, sighs. Should I give up this dream if i dont get anything for this year's intake and move on with life?

I dont know! my mind is in a mess... shall go and zzzleep. *prays hard* Two more weeks, at most before this agony ends.